new atikah?

i think i already change. arghh! but i don't want to be a new atikah. pls pls. what happen to me? where are my good attitude as a friend, as a student? why why? i really uncomfortable with this life! i love my old life. exam? what happen to my result for intervensi 1?? very bad! ouch! i don't like it. i don't know what i has been answered in the paper. for my friends, i really sorry because i can't be a good friend for you all. sometimes, i always make you all hurt with my words. sorry sorry sorry :(